Things that make me laugh

1. Jen...so what? wanna fight about it?
2. Funny Quotes "I caught you a delishous bass"
3. National Lampoons Christmas Vacation...Exterior Illumination
4. The Grinch...It's not a dress, it's a kilt....sicko
5. Angie when she's in one of her moods
6. Krista's gas
7. Nipple Nibblers
8. Stories of the goings on in the O'Neil House
9. All people at Build-A-Bear Workship...funniest job ever!!! Shout outs to Erica, Jerrika and Edina.
10. Get Fuzzy

You're still there

I still think about you, and I still remember when. I wouldn't say I want it again, nor would I say I want something similar, I just want to say something and put it out there that its always been you. It's probably this time of year; so many memories are linked to you that you are in my thoughts. It's better that we're not together and it's better that I'm on my own, finding my own way, but there are times that I can't help but think that you're going to come back and all of our problems will have magically worked themselves out. You have always been the best person in the world for me...in theory.

Almost time...

Ok, I've been worn down...I'll update! hahahaha, anyhoo! Right now I am sooo excited about Saturday! Saturday is the first official Christmas Movie Night (first official because its happened many time before but this is the first time there was a planned party for it). Well, lets just be honest....it was actually just decided that Saturday would be the Christmas movie night and I've gone slightly overboard...hahahahaha I bought new decorations, I'm making homemade hot chocolate, and bought little presents for everyone. Gosh...I'm really excited about it! I love being the hostess!!!

I'm gonna be home in 13 days!! I'm really excited about that! I have pretty much every moment planned, which is good and bad at the same time. One of the best things about being at home is laying in my bed and just reading and being alone...and because I'm home for SUCH a short time I don't really have time for that. Stupid Work....makes me come back to BC too early. On the plus side, Jen is coming back with me! Honesytly, its weird but I think I'm more excited about her coming here than I am about going home. I just feel like I can finally show my new world to my old world. It's like, home will always be there...my mom and my dad and my sisters and my nephew and my aunt and uncle and grammie obviously are so special, and that's the thing...I know they love me and want me to do what's best for me. Now, I get to show someone that I am doing what's good for me. I can show people that I'm good here....here is good for me.

It's weird, but I've been noticing how at home I am in Vancouver recently. I get in a cab and tell the driver the fastest way to get somewhere; drop me somewhere downtown and I can probably get myself home; I have good friends who live all over the lower mainland...not just SFU friends now (not that I don't love my SFU friends.....that's you Dot); I've been here alone for about four and a half years, and I love it. I'm lonely sometimes and I miss home, but I think I may be making another home here...A home for me...not my family home. How scary is that? I can identify with something now other than being Aunt Melissa from Nova Scotia. I guess it's all part of growing up...you know...I am getting old....seriously...time, time has ravaged my once youthful face....


And something to make you smile...