I am Crap at this Blogging thing!!

There is nothing in this world that will make you feel as crappy as looking through other people's blogs! I was just randomly searching and, my God...some people who have blogs are amazing!! They have cool pictures and cool backgrounds and here I am...stuck with the all templates and picture-less because I'm too stupid to figure out how! :) I generally see myself as a very computer savvy individual, but now I can see that I'm good with computers COMPARED to my family. Compared to the rest of the general population, I'm part of the "lower-middle-class computer-ites"...the people I used to scoff about quietly to myself. Oh...how the mighty have fallen! :)

Also, its so strange to see the people who blog on a regual basis!! Take my friend Jen for example. She is really the only one who actually reads this blog on a regualr basis, and she used to be so keen about the blogging. But now...nothing! Before it was a fun "ohhh...gotta read what's up with her, tell her about me" thing, but now that she's out of it, I'm out of it too!! Jen!! Please!! Come back to blogging!!! I miss your witty commentaries on life, you're constant E.R. obsession...I need more that interesting MSN names to keep me up to date!!

So I had a pretty good weekend, although I do have one minor complaint...well...I guess it has a lot to do with the fact that my friends here in Van-city, do not really know me that well at all. They do, but they don't...they know what I tell them and what they see. Things that Van-city people think are things that realisitically, Nova Scotia people would NEVER thing. Ok, so what brought this on is: I was out at my favourite bar this weekend and I was having a GREAT time!! I was dancing like a fool (Jigs...if you will), having a few drinks, laughing and just having the best night I've had in a loooooong time!! I was tipsy/drunk but by no means, sloppy-falling down-I can't control myself drunk, but for some reason I was being treated as though I was. And I know, how I just described this, it actually sounds like I was falling down drunk, but I honestly wasn't. I was having so much fun, but I was in complete control of myself and my actions. I was honestly just dancing and joking around...I wasn't even flirting or having fun with any guys! Yet...I was being treated like a complete and total lush, who needed a babysitter!! My Nova Scotia friends would NEVER do this! They know the difference from when I'm drinking and having fun and when I'm drinking and really need to go home (Josh especially!!)! I assume its because I'm so much shorter than my friends here, which gives the impression of youth and irresponsibility, but Gosh darn it!!! I'm 22 years old!! Older than everyone else I was out with (save Charlene), and I was being treated like it was my first time drinking!! I just want an evening out with my NS crew, who know me and can read me and can understand that I am just an "all for fun" girl! There is a time for seriousness, and there is a time for fun...out at the Blarney Stone is DEFINATLY a time for fun!